Editor’s note: Meet Christina Helena and hear her speak at PurpleStride New York City on April 25, 2020.
When she was 5 years old, Christina Helena remembers being asked what she wanted to be when she grew up.
“I don’t know what I’m going to do, but I’m going to talk a lot,” she replied.
Today, her career has called her to do just that.
A motivational speaker and actor, she is developing an autobiographical off-Broadway solo show in which she plays 38 different characters.
The play, called “SCAR,” is centered on her life and her experience with the world’s toughest cancer – and how she was faced with her own mortality at only 19 years old.
She had no family history of the disease and only subtle symptoms that something wasn’t right with her body. Luckily her cancer was caught early, but even still – Helena was just a college student and ill-equipped to deal with the news.
“I was in complete shock,” she said. “I was so young – the words ‘pancreatic cancer’ were not in my vocabulary at all. I didn’t even know what the pancreas was.”
Helena had the Whipple procedure, which left a sizeable scar.
As a motivational speaker, she discusses the impact that the disease – and her scar – have had on her life. She recently spoke on the topic of mortality at a TEDx talk (video expected to be released in early 2020).
“The cancer experience can’t be erased,” she said, “and for me, it created a huge shift in my life and made me question for the first time whether or not I was being my authentic self, taking responsibility for my life and actually living it.”
These are the areas she explores during her speaking engagements – and they are in sharp focus in “SCAR.”
She is also an advocate of the Pancreatic Cancer Action Network (PanCAN) and uses her voice to sing its praises. In fact, her gastroenterologist once told her that, “There’s no way we would be where we are today in terms of research and disease awareness without PanCAN having focused on it.”
When her show opens in New York City, she plans to give a portion of the proceeds to PanCAN in addition to other ways to bring awareness to the disease and the organization.
When looking back on what Helena had imagined for her life as a 5-year-old, she is reminded that she’s right where she’s supposed to be at this moment – and doing exactly what she is supposed to be doing.
“Everything I do is about using my voice, and I’m honored to have that opportunity.”